Once my friend told me this, " Ling, be careful what you wish for"
Do I have ever listen? Of course not!
When I was younger, it did not matter but now in my late twenties, it somewhat seems like a warning I should have heed. I have always had the neck (and aura) to influence and attract people especially, the rather unique ones. This has made my life exciting, just like Indiana Jones or Sherlock Holmes. Except unlike them, I don't deal with journeys but more with interesting characters in my life.
Take for instance, I am three months into the new year and I am already emotionally exhausted. And I honestly don't mean to be sexist, but it is the male gender who is at the driver's wheel. Be it adults or teenagers they never seem to drain me out. From class room ethics to sharing their personal stories to getting my attention, the list never ends.
What I find rather interesting in my case, is that I do attract attention from males who have high intellect. For instance, I have male friends who seem to be stimulated in the brain department (no need to explain the other 'head' department). It is nice to bicker at a certain level but to be honest, after a while I am just so tired. I am just not entertained anymore. The worst part is that they don't realise that what they say is so different from how they behave. And going through that aspect to make them conscious about their own feelings is another issue altogether. And they tell me that woman are so hard to understand and are complex. I personally think that both genders are complex except the complexity varies based on how their brains function.
I am now conscious when I make wishes but I am afraid it is too late.
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